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Tuesday, February 07, 2012 Life as it is. Hello blog, (dearie) just mia-ed. I don't know if he had fell asleep or he don't wants to talk to me anymore after our small little discussion on life. ): maybe he thinks too much already and brain overheated. I am still paranoid and worried Anyways just finished one competency report. Completed all the pracs. Secretely checked out the evaluation form given by radiographer. Seems awesome! (: Anyways back to life. Perhaps he is right. Why am I so hard up on money and be trapped by my own makings and also the system. Sigh. Cause there are so many things in life that are tied down with that one thing. They called this the fairness of life. You work, you earn. That is for the commoners like you and I. You don't, you die. So depressing. Maybe I should not think so much. Trust in God, God provides. (: Greedy me. ): Sigh sigh sigh. Don't let this bring us down. Every girl dreams to marry a knight in shining armour for many various reasons. Knight in shiny armour= security Security from? From evil, but security comes in a form of money also. And money is also known as the root of all evil. Dreams are dashed. So what is reality now? Is it money also? Actually doesn't seems like it anymore right? Sigh sigh sigh. Expectations. It's not easy being human after all! Unless you live for yourself. But then again. If you live for yourself, why be human? Just because we think.. No wonder those who gain enlightenment gets a new life... Lol. Maybe our main aim of life is to gain enlightenment. Idea ah. (: